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- Capricorn -
Capricorn seems to have something of an identity crises. From
reading the many texbooks out there, he seems to be confused with
Leo, Virgo, or Scorpio. Which suits the goat just fine, mind you,
it gives him that comfortable distance he so likes. Hard working,
practical, maybe ambitious, serious... we've all heard the usual
descriptions of Capricorn, and they suit Katsuya's outer appearence
just fine, but this is a Tropic sign, and the second of the last
four signs of the zodiac; making it more complex than that.
Capricorn is called the earthiest
of the earth sign, but it is in fact the most water of them (the
goat has a fish's tail. This was the animal of Ea, lord of the seas
and occultism). They have an artistic and creative side which surprises
people who sees them superficially. Who would've ever guiessed Katsuya
wanted to be a chef? Capricorns are dreamers, it's just that in
order to protect themselves from disapointments of uselessly striving
for a lost cause, they set up rigid definition of possible and impossible.
If Capricorn's dreams can't come true, it's a devestating experience.
But the goat doesn't brood, he just takes the punishment with a
grim expression and continues on. Katsuya couldn't be what he wanted,
and instead had to become a police officer for the sake of the family.
He tries to not make a big deal about it, but it's evident that
it is. Capricorn is not one to let his suffering get in the way.
Capricorn is concerned with society,
and keeping stability in society. He's somewhat of a Patriach. Which
is not to say Capricorns are chauvenistic, but they value things
which are normally associated with patriachy: justice, law, the
family, structures and maturity. Katsuya fits the bill fine. Not
everyone would sacrifice as much as Katsuya has for his family.
The father plays an important role for Capricorn. So much so that
father becomes Father. But in actuality, this father could be weak
and faulty, just as much as he could be a strong figure who inspires
the Capricorn child. Katsuya had a problem of the former, and practically
had to become the father himself. More hard work and sacrifice.
But all that sacrifice, hard work,
and patience are not ends of themselves. It's not to get a bigger
house than the neighbour, or beat the guy down the street at the
annual fair. Capricorn is connected with the archetype of the sennex,
the old wise man. For Capricorn, things do get better with age.
Or at least, it's that beleif that keeps them going. Capricorn's
attitude is what society has arbituarily called grown up. But in
a haste to be grown up, a Capricorn can just cling to external appearences
and ignore the fact that practical experiences don't necerssarily
come to old people. Katsuya delivers a speech in the subway, about
how as a child he always admired adults, couldn't wait to become
one and know all the answers. Then he's an adult, doing all the
so-called adult things, but the wisdom he was promised had yet to
come.
Saturn, Capricorn's ruler, has a
bad reputation in Astrology. The planet has many faces, sometimes
even contradictory. But let's get one thing straight: Saturn is
not about ambition. The ego (psychologically speaking, the conscious
sense of "I") and Saturn are opposites. Or rather, the
ego has a mortifying fear of what Saturn represents- limitations,
ageing and death. Two extreme, but usual, ways of dealing with those
is hopeless passivity ("who cares? we're all gonna die anyway"),
or using Saturn's disciplinary attitude in an attempt to deny Saturn
(the famous ambition). After all, you don't get called the Great
Malefic if you offer ambition and success.
In a sense, Capricorn is Saturn's
darling child of the zodiac. But with a father like Saturn, you
want to keep as low a profile as possible. Saturn does not tolerate
hubris. And when Capricorn, through his patience and hard work,
gets a little too ambitious for his own good, Saturn will always
be there to kick him down to size. Capricorn Nixon is one of the
rare politicians to get caught for his corrupotions and pay for
it. And indeed, Saturn is a very frustrating planet to work with,
for he is both the Wise Man and Satan. He can give you the world,
then take it away in a heartbeat. Likewise, he can beat you, make
you suffer, leave you lying on the ground bleeding and exposed,
and suddenly decide you've learned your lesson and becomes your
best freind. It's not senseless malicious in any sense, even though
it may feel like it at the time, but an attempt to teach wisdom
(which don't come through schoolbooks and fancy shamsy classrooms).
In Alchemy, Saturn is called Sol
Nigredo, or the Black Sun. So Saturn is opposed, the shadow, for
the Sun's ego. Where the sun says "I can do anything!",
Saturn replies "No you can't". And Saturn should know,
he used to be a Sun, after all. Saturn used to be idealistic, ruling
over the golden age. But then he got overthrown. And now he has
to pay homage to the bright new sun, and be called "Great Malefic"
and "Evil Planet" by ungrateful astrolgers. Even jokes
like "the only good placement for Saturn is in someone else's
chart" are made at his expense. And in the "no you can't"
of Saturn, you could almost sense a jelous attempt to thwart young
Sun, who seems to be doing great and trampling on Saturn while he's
doing it.
So you have Leo Tatsuya as Sun,
and Katsuya as Black Sun. Where Tatsuya goes off on many wonderous
adventures, Katsuya tries to drag him down with the all too real
limitations of his surrounding enviroment. Tatsuya becomes a superhero,
Katsuya has to deal with keeping up the household and having money
for college tuition. But Katsuya isn't an effective disciplinarian
for Sun's adventures, probably because Katsuya remembers those days
too well. Sure, Katsuya used to be a Sun too. Sun Katsuya could
be a super hero or a chef. He was the darling of the high school.
But in a very Saturnian experience of limitations (related to the
father, no less), Sun Katsuya had to don a hairshirt for the sake
of the family and eventually become Black Sun Saturn. Capricorn
Katsuya was given the world, but Saturn famously steps in as Satan
and takes it all away. And in the darkest hour of the Saturn beating
spell, comes a potential offer for a silver lining in Maya. But
that gets taken away too.
Yet where Katsuya failed, Tatsuya,
only through virtue of being a sun, succeeds. So Tatsuya gets to
be all happy and basking in glory of sunlight, while Katsuya.....gets
wisdom? Poor Kat.
(And a bit of an adenum, but Nyarlathotep
is such a Saturn figure. Concepts of sin and punishment play well
in Saturn's game. Nyarlathotep is the black sun which tries to frustrate
the plans of Philemon, turns into a dark version of Tatsuya, and
becomes the Great Father)
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